my heart is the worst kind of weapon

morbidmichelle @ 2005-05-10T02:56:00

2005-05-10T07:04:53Z

i've got a new journal name + all that jazz.

chicago is so two years ago

[if the lj decides to break my link again just type in my username]
i'll add if you're cool enough.
which means you should add me or not.

what ever works best for you.

don't add me if i didn't add you.

morbidmichelle @ 2005-05-07T15:41:00

2005-05-07T19:44:06Z

being left out due to a lack of proper funds is depressing.

i'm going to dinner with family tonight. followed by a whole lot of nothing.

morbidmichelle @ 2005-05-05T00:26:00

2005-05-05T04:28:59Z

i should have made this post a tad earlier..

Happy 21st Birthday to me!!

so..i went to the casino + i won $350 on Roulette!!

morbidmichelle @ 2005-05-02T21:55:00

2005-05-03T01:59:57Z

xalooksocoldx [9:37 PM]: would you like to go to Starbucks or something?
Dropout Envy [9:40 PM]: I'm thinking maybe we shoudln't go tonight.
Dropout Envy [9:40 PM]: Wednesday? ha
xalooksocoldx [9:41 PM]: i'm going to the Casino then i'm supposed to go out with Lisa to do 21 year old things.
Dropout Envy [9:41 PM]: well, I guess some other time then
xalooksocoldx [9:42 PM]: yeah, some other time sounds perfect.
Dropout Envy [9:42 PM]: haha
Dropout Envy [9:43 PM]: sorry I'm not cool enough to be included in your 21 year old things
xalooksocoldx [9:44 PM]: well, you're totally are cool enough + you're invited. but i don't think you'll have much fun in the car by yourself.
Dropout Envy [9:44 PM]: haha
xalooksocold x [9:45 PM]: don't worry, we'll repeat the events when your time comes.
Dropout Envy [9:46 PM]: 137 Days!!!!!
Dropout Envy [9:46 PM]: haha
xalooksocold x [9:46 PM]: they will still have bars then.
Dropout Envy [9:47 PM]: hopefully :-\
xalooksocold x [9:47 PM]: lol. it's not like it will be the year 3024 or something.
Dropout Envy [9:47 PM]: no. then they'll just have air you can breathe to get drunk or something.
Dropout Envy [9:48 PM]: forget the full stomach and trips to the bathroom every ten minutes!
xalooksocold x [9:48 PM]: ha, that sounds like a good invention.
xalooksocold x [9:49 PM]: man, i cannot stop peeing. i've gone like every half hour.
Dropout Envy [9:50 PM]: I finally stopped like 45 minutes ago
xalooksocold x [9:51 PM]: lucky for you.
xalooksocold x [9:53 PM]: well, i've got to hit the restroom..again. then i have to take out our one grocery bag of trash for the week.
Dropout Envy [9:55 PM]: haha. good luck with that

Monglian BBQ has the best water ever

2005-05-03T00:12:19Z

Thursday: i met Lisa, Crystal + Jenni at Steak n' Shake. fun times, i miss it being the four of us. we all called Nib to wish him a happy birthday.

Friday: nothing special

Saturday: lunch with my mom for her birthday. then i left for Port Huron. Shannon and i visited Eden at work. Cliff sang for us. creepy. after Eden got out of work we went to the Grotto. kinda crazy, and too much screaming..but fun. we went to Denny's afterward.

Sunday: got up at 9:30 am. peeled potatoes. Shannon curled my hair, it was superhott!! went to the Raven then to the mall. had the best dinner ever. picked up a creepy red-eyed bunny. Shannon + i went to Denny's for dessert. it was a great ending to a great weekend.

Monday: i got up around 10 and left at 10:30. went grocery shopping with Wendy + Aidan. then picked up Lisa + Crystal for a trip to the mall. we were going to visit Christine, but she didn't answer when Lisa or Crystal called. the three of us went to Mongolian BBQ for my [early] birthday dinner. that was excellent. i drank two huge cups of water + i can't stop peeing.

the new Fall Out Boy CD comes out tomorrow!!

two days until my birthday!!

i am addicted to Diet Coke.

i feel like i am going to puke, my throat is not feeling/working right.

morbidmichelle @ 2005-04-28T11:39:00

2005-04-28T15:51:18Z

Aidan's party went well. he got lots of good stuff. i'm glad that eLtOn and Madison made it home for the party. Crystal wins for coolest toy. he really loves drawing. and i love the outfits from eLton + Madison, they fit great.

i finished reading 'Angels and Demons'. excellent book to the maxx. i almost want to start reading it again. but i've got other books waiting for me.

yesterday was Patrick Stump's [from Fall Out Boy] 21st birthday!! man am i excited to learn that he's only one week older than me!!

i'm all done with school for the summer! i got a B in Philosophy and an A in Photography! yay for me!!

i have a coupon from Mongolian BBQ [buy one meal get one free]. who wants to go with me?!?!? [before May 11th]

[six more days]

::edit::

Happy Birthday, Nib!!

morbidmichelle @ 2005-04-26T15:40:00

2005-04-26T19:44:13Z

morbidmichelle @ 2005-04-24T16:47:00

2005-04-24T20:48:16Z

it's the ultimate birthday countdown!

2005-04-24T19:36:48Z

two days until Aidan's

four days until Nib's

six days until my mom's

ten days until mine

whew!!

p.s. why the hell is it snowing in April?? i'd like to blame this on all those people that complained about it being too hot last week.

morbidmichelle @ 2005-04-19T02:43:00

2005-04-19T06:56:57Z

i started and finished developing my final assignment for photography. i just have to overmat all five prints.

my tv keeps blipping in and out.

i love Starbucks.

i miss Nib

Happy 21st Birthday, eLtOn!!

enjoying his breakfast

channel surfing [the remote is in his hand by his knee]

playing at the park

this one is my fave

i have a black eye

2005-04-18T05:21:52Z

Saturday: hung out with Adam during the day. went bowling with Lisa + Crystal. we shared some pucker prior to bowling! i bowled a 127 the first game..awesome. afterwards, we stopped at Meijer for more goodies. then we went to Crystal's Hair Salon aka her bathroom. lol. yeah, so Crystal cut my hair. she did a pretty good job. nothing special, just a few inches shorter. i'm happy with it.

Sunday: i enjoyed a free lunch @ Mongolian BBQ. then spent the rest of the day arguring with Wendy. how fun.

tomorrow starts the last two weeks of school. i have to develop my film + get started on printing. i'm always a nervous wreck when i begin a new assignment.

blah, blah, blah..i have no hours at work again this week.

i think i'm going to bed..or something.

can i get a hell yeah

2005-04-16T15:55:06Z

yesterday was awesome.

Lisa + i went to Panera Bread for lunch, then to Target. i got the Hot Hot Heat CD. i now own 5 CDs for my 6-Disc CD Changer!!

i met up with the kids from school around 4:30. we watched The Incredibles at Alpert's apartment then went to Royal Oak. we ate dinner at Quizno's + went to The Comedy Castle. afterwards we went to Gelato's for dessert. next, it was back to Alpert's. Nick + Jason left around 11, cuz they are lame. Renee + i hung out until 1:30ish. Alpert had too many shots + was getting a little out of hand. when Renee + i left i drove her to her car..only to find out that the parking structure she was in closed at midnight!! soo, we had to call the WSU Police to unlock it for her. and she'll have to pay a ticket. man, i had too much fun!!

p.s. my cell phone has been turned off. it won't be back on until the 25th. if ya really want to talk to me you can call my house [586.759.2655]. dude, this not having a cell phone thing is going to blow, big time.

i forgot to check my work schedule yesterday, damn me!! that means i have to go back there again! ick.

on my way home last night i saw gas for $2.11 @ 10 + Mound.

maybe i should get motivated + do something constructive today.

can this get any more random

2005-04-14T07:13:05Z

two weeks left of school. i'll be done on April 27th. i'm going to be really stressed for the rest of this semester. i am freaking out about my photography assignment. it's easy, but i want my teacher to absolutely love it. monday will be the worst.

i just filled out two job applications online. ::crosses fingers::

i have a crush. :)

i saw Fever Pitch today..totally cute!!

i did a bad, bad thing.

i am just about dying for a haircut/color. any volunteers?

My life reads like the classifieds.
Pages of what's for sale,
what's on the auction block?
Attention bidders, it's Lot 45.
He's got a decent voice,
he's got that crooked smile.
But hold on, you haven't heard the best yet!
He writes great storylines,
he's got those honest eyes.
So take him home for just $9.95!
He'll sing the songs you like,
he'll keep you warm at night.

i've got a horrible cold.

gas prices are coming down a little. i payed $2.19 today, few hours later i drove by the place i filled up at + it was $2.15.

i enjoy going to school early so i can sit outside + read.

i've got nothing to do tomorrow.

Friday is going to be awesome!!

::yawn:: time to hit the sheets.

vote like crazy!!

2005-04-13T06:43:08Z

http://www.jonessoda.com/gallery/view.php?ID=372374&offset=1

http://www.jonessoda.com/gallery/view.php?ID=372373&offset=2

morbidmichelle @ 2005-04-11T20:38:00

2005-04-12T00:41:05Z

i have decided that i am going to name the son i'll never have..
Leonardo Da Vinci [insert last name here]. it's perfect. don't steal it.

i've got two and a half weeks of school left.

it's time for dinner.

then hair dying..finally.

i am pretty damn close to dirt poor right now.

sleep is totally overrated

2005-04-04T08:47:25Z

every few months it seems that i go though a few days of hating sleep. this is one of those days, as was last night.

i scanned the pictures that i took of Nib at the park a couple weeks ago. these are what i am turning for my photog class. [there are five pictures, click next to flip though them all.]

love me, or leave me, or rip me apart

comments appreciated

p.s. i hate boys. a lot. i'm sick of things like this happening to me. yeah, yeah i'm not the only one. but i like being selfish.

just a quick note before bed

2005-04-03T09:48:36Z

i changed my lj layout + icon. i'm not sure if i'm going to keep it this way.

i had a brillant idea a few seconds ago..i am going to scan the photos i took of Nib + post them for everyone to see. i think they are the best pictures i have developed thus far. i am really impressed with myself + i love to show off my work when i am pleased with it. hopefully i can get around to this soon.

that's all i got.

ridiculous

2005-03-29T16:59:36Z

nylons cost more than a pack of cigarettes.

what is this world coming to?

frank

2005-03-29T06:38:09Z

i updated last Monday..but i'm just going to start with Wednesday.

Wednesday night i went to Starbucks with Lisa and Crystal. Wendy called me crying at midnight cuz she slipped down the stairs with Aidan. the carseat was in my car so i rushed home asap. Aidan was screaming + bleeding. i was a wreck. he ended up getting seven stitches. his face was swollen for a couple days, but now he's just bruised. he gets his stiches out tomorrow.

i know i shoudn't blame this on Wendy, but the way it happened makes it look like it could have been prevented. apparently Aidan went upstairs + didn't want to come back down so Wendy went up to get him. she tripped on my backpack which was on the thrid step from the bottom. she slid down the rest of the steps + was unable to hold on to Aidan for that. he hit his head on the wood slots that hold the gate then hit the floor. i just don't get how she let go of him.

we got home from emergency at 2am, i went over to Bryan's until 4am. that was all well and good until now..i guess. he hasn't responded to any calls/text messages since then. i think i was used. man, nothing even happened. i hate boys.

-i worked a lot this week.
-i love my car! i'm still waiting for my CD player to be fixed.
-John Stewart is right on schedule.

Saturday i conducted a photo shoot at the park with Nib. it was lots of fun. it gave us a chance to do some catching up. :)

Easter was decent, nothing too exciting.

i'm going to Port Huron Wednesday night until Friday.

Friday is the only day i am working this week.

i am sick of trying to make new friends.

i hate liars. i just don't understand why people lie to others. it's stupid. especially when you lie to a friend. that's the second worst thing you could ever do to someone.

morbidmichelle @ 2005-03-21T23:15:00

2005-03-22T04:22:36Z

Friday: i went bowling with Adam, Ryan, Bryan + Katie. not too exciting.

Saturday: we took Aidan to an Easter Egg Hunt. he did really well + had lots of fun. it was so cute, i took pictures..but they are still in the camera.

afterwards i left for Port Huron. i hung out with Shannon + Eden for the weekend. good times.

Sunday: worked 5-10. got some hott 'action' before i went to bed. : )

Monday: went to Mongolian BBQ with Adam. got a *newer* car! then went to school.

green is for lovers

2005-03-18T03:03:53Z

Tuesday: i went to Wendy's for lunch with Bryan [Adam's friend]. we also went to Best Buy + Target to look for The Academy Is CD. i did not find it.

Wednesday: i went to Panera Bread for lunch with Crystal. we also went to Best Buy + Record Time. i still could not find The Academy Is. i came home + picked up Wendy + Aidan. we went to Macomb Mall. i looked at FYI..they did not have The Academy Is either. i am soooo bummed, i need that CD!! we did some grocery shopping, i ran into Lisa, she said to give her a call..

Thursday: i worked 9-5:30. i called Lisa..she didn't answer. i went to dinner with the family. my back is killing me!

p.s. the Dairy Freeze opened yesterday. i am really slacking..i haven't been there yet.

Friday: i work 1:30-10. i want to go bowling tomorrow night cuz i will not be in town on Saturday.

1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don't bold is false.

01. I miss somebody right now.
02. I don't watch much TV these days.
03. I love olives.
04. I love sleeping.
05. I own lots of books.
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses.
07. I love to play video games.
08. I have tried marijuana.
09. I have seen at least one porn movie.
10. I have been in a threesome.
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
13. I have my belly button pierced.
14. I like & respect Al Sharpton. [what? he is a democrat!]
15. I curse frequently.
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
17. I have a hobby.
18. I have been told I have an applebottom
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
20. I am really, really smart.
21. I have never broken someone's bones.
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
23. I hate the rain.
24. I am paranoid at times.
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, & scar-free.
26. I need money right now!
27. I love Sushi.
28. I talk really, really fast.
29. I have no legs.
30. I have semi-long hair.
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas.
32. I have at least one brother &/or one sister.
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I shave my legs on a regular basis.
35. I have a twin.
36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
38. I like the way that I look sometimes.
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last six months.
40. I know how to cornrow.
41. I am usually pessimistic.
42. I have a lot of mood swings.
43. I think prostitution should be legalized.
44. I think Britney Spears is hot.
45. I have cheated on a significant other in the past.
46. I have a hidden talent.
47. I am always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
48. I think that I'm pregnant.
49. I am currently single.
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex.
51. I enjoy talking on the phone.
52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
53. I love to shop.
54. I would rather shop than eat.
55. I would classify myself as ghetto (sometimes).
56. I am bourgie & have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
57. I am obsessed with my livejournal. sorta.
58. I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
59. I am a pretty good dancer.
60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington.
61. I am completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
62. I have a cell phone.
63. I believe in God.
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis.
65. I have passed out drunk in the past six months.
66. I love drama.
67. I have never been in a real relationship before.
68. I have rejected someone before.
69. I currently have a crush on someone.
70. I have no idea what I want to do with the rest of my life.
71. I want to have children in the future.
72. I have changed a diaper before.
73. I have called the cops on a friend before.
74. I bite my nails.
75. I am a member of the Tom Green Fan Club.
76. I am not allergic to anything.
77. I have a lot to learn.
78. I have dated someone at least ten years older or younger
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie.
80. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes.
81. I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
82. I have at least five away messages saved.
83. I have tried alcohol before.
84. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past.
85. I own the "South Park" movie.
86. I have avoided assignments at work to be on livejournal.
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds & the bees" with a neighbor or friend.
88. I enjoy some country music.
89. I would die for my best friends.
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can.
92. I am obsessive, anal retentive, & a perfectionist. [over some things]
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals & all.
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants & I like it.
98. I have dated a close friend's ex.
99. I own a pink thong.
100. I am happy at this moment.

morbidmichelle @ 2005-03-16T00:03:00

2005-03-16T05:18:47Z

Shannon before the madness..

Eden before the madness..

Patrick, he came out to sing with Gym Class Heros.

Will [The Academy Is]

Pete [Fall Out Boy]

::sigh:: it's Patrick

Joe + Patrick

Pete

Pete, again. but that's ok.. he's hott also.

'you look so good in blue' [Patrick = love]

bruised and broken

2005-03-15T18:52:29Z

Saturday: Shannon, Eden and I left here around 1-ish to get in line at Clutch Cargos for the Fall Out Boy concert. it was damn cold out. we put our coats in the car at 3:30. we were numb by time they let us inside at 4. the concert didn't start until 5. Gym Class Heros [ick], The Academy Is [amazing], and Midtown [so-so] opened for them. Fall Out Boy put on an awesome show. Patrick voice was amazing, as usual. especially when he sang 'Nobody Puts Baby In The Corner' and my other two faves!! Pete [the guitarist] did a stage dive! my hands were all over that boy!! then he hung upside down from the balconey and sang right in our faces. it was beautiful! if only i was a bit taller..i could have kissed him! this was by far the best concert i have ever been to. and the craziest, i didn't expect the crowd to be so rowdy.

the cold wait + my injuries were definately worth it.

i got some good pictures. i will post them later. i bought a black track jacket. it says Fall Out Boy in hot pink on the right + it has the bands thumb prints on the left. we got back from the concert at 9:30. had some tacos. then met up with Adam + Ryan for bowling.

Sunday: Shannon + Eden left around noon. i got ready for work. after a few hours at work i starting hurting real bad. my whole right side is bruised along with my upper arms.

Monday: it took me 15 mins to get out of bed. my mom + dad insisted that i go get checked out. ick. i spent three hours at the hospital so they could tell me that i'm just bruised. they gave me some pain medication which isn't really helping. and they excused me from work for a day.

Tuesday: i've just been laying around trying to get comfortable somewhere. which is almost impossible. i really wanna go shopping or something, but i've got to lay down again.

drawing on napkins is cool

2005-03-11T07:57:36Z

'A Day In The Life of Michelle' by Crystal

[this really does happen to me everyday.]

1. Michelle has big boobs jammed under her arms + no hair. [just like the real me]

2. Michelle steps on a rake [while raking poop] + gets whacked in the head.

3. "Oooh, that hurt."

4. Michelle goes down!

5. Michelle lands on a pile of poop.

6. Michelle stands up, the poop follows..you can figure out the next part.

'you look so good in blue'

2005-03-11T07:11:23Z

a few days ago a cashier from my work died of [what we were told] a heart attack. i was shocked cuz he was only 43 years old. his funeral was yesterday, i didn't go because of school. some people were talking about it today at work + one of my managers told to me that Bryan [the cashier] did not die of a heart attack. he committed suicide. his family didn't want to advertise that to everyone. apparently he tied a plastic bag on his head + handcuffed himself [just like in the movie 'The Life of David Gale']. hearing that really put a damper on my work day. my chest felt heavy + it actually hurt to breath. i am in complete shock. Bryan was such a sweet guy, very helpful + always smiling, making jokes. he loved to dress up for the holidays and he seemed to really enjoy his job. last year he was on 'Who Wants To Be A Millionaire'. he won $64,000.

on a lighter note: my mom, Wendy + i cleaned the house like crazy today! it looks amazing.

spring break started! i got an A on my third Photography assignment.

i got new bedding! it's glorious. i also bought new shoes!! green + white DC's. yes!

here's what's going on in the coming days around this crazy place:

Friday: Christine + Madison are coming to visit!! later in the day i am meeting some people from school + we're doing cool stuff in Royal Oak. late, late tomorrow night Shannon + Eden are coming down.

Saturday: Shannon, Eden + i are going to see Fall Out Boy @ Clutch Cargos. [they are playing at 4pm, how lame is that] i cannot wait. they better be awesome live. after the show i am getting married to Patrick!! we're having tacos for dinner. Shannon + Eden are staying the night.

as for work..i've got 30 hours!! take a look.
Sun: 1-9:30
Mon: off
Tue: 1:30-10
Wed: off
Thu: 9-3
Fri: 1:30-10
Sat: off

-my check is going to be fat! like me!

p.s. i cannot get enough of this song. i might cry if Fall Out Boy neglects to include it in thier set. eh, if they don't Patrick can serenade me everyday for the rest of our lives.

keep quiet,
nothing comes as easy as you.
can I lay in your bed all day?
i'll be your best kept secret
and your biggest mistake.

whew!!